Now I have to delete that page...

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Originally posted by GeneraL CyberFunK!:

It was either here or ODWF. and I weighed up the intelligence factor of both forums and saw this one to be better suited.

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Anyway GCF, this thread will gain another four pages by the time I'm next online, so just gimme a run down on ICQ sometime (again ).

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Originally posted by Heavy Nova:

lol.
Wins a few other factors aswell..... Elitism factor... Intolerance factor.... Hostility factor......
I could go on, but my point GCF, is don't make this a Grey = ODWF and GCF = Playnow. Besides it being a cheap tactic to gain a bit more support from average playnow joe, you may also find it loses you some support from people sitting on the fence.

Anyway GCF, this thread will gain another four pages by the time I'm next online, so just gimme a run down on ICQ sometime (again ).

Oh and remember GCF, [b]Try to Play nice in Play now. [/B]

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Who said I was after Support HN? My point was.. just look at what is on the forum at ODWF... utter shit.. and i would be right in saying that this forum and its members are older.. or at least more mature than those of ODWF... if you are to look at the subject matter.. grey has displayed a lack of respect... on a number of levels. use your common sense to work it out. Seeing grey felt it worthwhile making a false persona and pissing people off with it, that is a regular occurrance at ODWF. So that comparison is more than valid.

HN.. if I were to lose your friendship because of this.. this would put you in the same book as grey - IGNORANT.
if you feel Im asking people to choose sides you are wrong. Seriously.. I couldnt give a rats arse who you or anyone sides with.. its not a siding matter. People asked what the deal was.. and I gave it to them.

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Originally posted by GeneraL CyberFunK!:
HN.. if I were to lose your friendship because of this.. this would put you in the same book as grey - IGNORANT.
if you feel Im asking people to choose sides you are wrong. Seriously.. I couldnt give a rats arse who you or anyone sides with.. its not a siding matter. People asked what the deal was.. and I gave it to them.

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Admit it GCF, you've been secretly dating Heavy Nova, haven't you?

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Originally posted by Megaman:
Admit it GCF, you've been secretly dating Heavy Nova, haven't you?

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I'm sure HN wouldn't cheat on his Dreamcast though ...

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Originally posted by GeneraL CyberFunK!:
I'd say ask Grey if he is dating Heavy Nova.. I hear he was over his house the other day.

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This shit is screwing with my head. See I first thought that you were seeing HN in secret, which led to some tension between he and Grey. At least that's the impression I was given.

Email me your number.

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Originally posted by Candy Arse:
This shit is screwing with my head. See I first thought that you were seeing HN in secret, which led to some tension between he and Grey. At least that's the impression I was given.

Now it's the reverse?? This is why I don't watch soapies. Only Jerry.

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Umm I dont know how you got that impression.. please tell me you are joking that thats what you got?

anyways - your all freaks if you ask me .... which i'm sure you wouldn't so there it is any way

what i wnat to know .. as an outsider from another country with no links to any of you is this - what % of you are sleeping with each other, and what exacly goes on at these 'games nights'

anyways .... just spent the last hour or so triyng to find a good cammera angle of that bonage BIGbrother slut in bed topless .. it's 'hot' apperntly ..... who ever is behind these cams needs to get his/her priotyies straight and get more CLOSE IN shots ... bastard.

but after reading this thread, who needs reality tv programing?

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Originally by General CyberFunk! but was then taken down and only Sony Executive got to see

I think I will take the same plan of action grey did when he announced we were together in September at the ODWF.. while I was away in Sydney and had no proper access to the net. I only found out when he I rang him and he told me after the fact.
its as simple as this. A person cannot continue to be smothered and suffocated. I broke it off, said lets have a break from each other.. being told you are the only thing in a persons life that makes them go on is a bit scary.. and I couldnt really understand it.. I said we need a break.. but if you meet someone else that is fine. I tried being friends with him.. Grey went even more weird. and was acting like.. and these are his words..... "an I love myself dickhead"

He finally meets some girl. and apart from dangling tidbits of info in front of my face and wanting sparks of jealousy to fly, it just irritated me if anything. In the end I find out from Inferno that Grey has a G/f and both of them had been acting like two parents who had to tell their child that they were getting a divorce or something.

I accosted him and said "bad form".. and that I'm big enough to accept these things without him making it more than it is.
Last games night.. I told him prior to the meet that I didn't want to turn up and feel awkward and uncomfortable with the situation.. Grey said he totally understood. That night Grey snubbed me and didnt even introduce me to his G/F. i found out who she was because I was playing Shenmue and I happened to sense someone behind me and it was them.. standing together in an embrace. Grey still didn't say anything. I dont think he even twigged to what was happening

I felt it not up to me to introduce myself. and not my place.
I left very hurt.. and the stupid idiot pleaded ignorance. Well as far as I'm concerned, supposed friends try and look out for other friends.. It was obvious I was upset.. yet Grey didnt even bother. He made no attempt to make that night better for me considering the circumstances. And from the sounds of it.. Grey made other feel awkward with the over the top public displays of affection with his g/f. Im glad I didn't get to see the extent of it.
Grey says he introduced her to everyone.. well I didn't get an introduction. and if I was him I would have made a special effort to break the ice, so to speak and I would have been aware that he had not been introduced, considering the circumstances.

Then Grey hits me with comments intimating I dont want him to be happy and that when we broke up he never wanted me back and stuff like that.. which contradicts things Grey has said to other people.

My anger is this.
For someone who (after various bumbled attempts to say he loved me and then took it back) eventually said he loved me and told others that I was his soulmate.. could just pack his shit up and move on to someone else in such a short matter of time.. for someone who told me sooo many times how much I meant to him... it just doesnt compute to me.

and here I am.. who never loved him.. but was on the way to it.. could be still struggling to come to grips with my feelings and trying to figure out how, for someone who says they love me are able to transfer these feelings to another person so quickly. or is it that his feelings for me were but a drop in the ocean.. that he has so many feelings he can just whip em out when he needs to? Seems shallow to me.. feelings for supposed loved ones arent meant to come so easily .. I believe them to be sacred.

I wonder truly wonder about how one's heart functions.. is it that I put so much thought and meaning into my feelings.. or is it that grey is so quick to go head over heels and that he is so blind to what is important in a relationship? Being on the same level...

I think its called the rebound. thats what people keep telling me.
and now.. When I find that he has used my belongings without my permission.. I think I have a right to be somewhat pissed off.
And now I think back to when grey didnt stand up to a supposed friend who said I did drugs. I dont do drugs.. and I stopped talking to her because of what she said.. She accosted him and he didnt stand up for me.. or himself.. grey just let her say her thing and he agreed..even though he knew I dont do drugs. makes me wonder how much of this he did with me. There is no point in really fighting with him.. because the coward just uses the easy escape of "I'm sorry" and thats it.. and he isn't sorry.. I told him I wasnt sorry for keeping him at a distance when I came back from sydney because of his mushy bullshit he went on with.

A part of me misses him.. but its sure as hell not the ignorant, easily entertained, copying person he is now.. it sure isnt the clingy whingy sook that awaited me when I returned home from the olympics.. not the person who would talk about their ex in the most INAPPROPRIATE of times. Not the person who, once he had been spent.. would forget about me and then roll over or start talking about videogames. and not the person who was so hard up to find his identity that he decides to copy someone else's.
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I miss the old him.. and he is long gone. and it shits me because He is still in my life.. and I dont want him there because of who he is now.

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I hope this makes sense now that it's at the end. Sorry GCF if you didn't want this posted but I thought it woudl make more sense now that other stuff has been mentioned

Yeah it's all a bit personal but it was never a really private thing in the first place. Even I knew all about it with the "I miss my Cyberfunk" thread at ODWF. I just wish I had live cameras in Grey's and GCF's house to make it all that more real.