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Pikachu
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posted 27-04-2001 05:36 PM
   
So does this mean Grey and GCF are friends again?I love a happy ending.
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GeneraL CyberFunK!
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posted 27-04-2001 06:49 PM
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Originally posted by GreyWizzard:
You all want stuff... then fine.GCF, when you were leaving me, and going to Sydney... I saw you differently. Feelings were starting to build in me. I didn't want you to go. I just wanted you to stay with me for ever. I hurt so much, I felt like part of me had been torn away.
i didnt have to go Paul. I could have stayed.. i didnt want to go.. yet you said I had to. I didnt give two shits about the olympics. Now I feel like you have torn a part of me away. Not because that you are with someone else.. but you managed to transfer feelings from one person to another. quote:
We phones each other and sms'd each other every single day. The more I missed you, the stronger my feeling for you became. Maybe it was love maybe it wasn't. It felt like it at the time... I said the words. You said them back. I asked you if you loved me, you said you weren't sure. I said for you to not say them if you didn't mean it. But to say them when you felt you were ready.
yeah thats right Paul.. I dont think I will forget a $580 phone bill.
After countless times of building up to saying it.. and then saying Dont worry about it.. You eventually said it. and really.. i didnt know what I felt.. and sure.. i said it.. and you asked me.. and I then said I wasnt sure.. I guess you were lucky in the respect that you had experienced love before... so you had an inkling of what it was... and not wanting to hurt your feelings thats why I said it at first. The amount of times I bit my tongue to save hurting you.. you wont ever know. I guess I get to bite my barbell now.
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Yes, I became all girly and mushy. I admit that. I raised you to higher levels, I worshipped the ground you walked on. I never wanted you to leave me again.
And I told you to quit it. yet you continued. You worshipped the ground I walked on.. why? i am no different from anyone else.. I didnt want special treatment.. I wanted to be on the same level as you.. not on some bloody pedestal.I tol dyou what you were doing and that you were pushing me away.. and all you did was say sorry.. to the point I wanted to break your nose at least. Did I have to draw you a diagram? I spelt it out to you so simply anyone with half a brain would have understood.
Well I guess thats irrelevant now. I mean you can act like a bubbly ditzy girl with your GF now. Im sure she would "LIKE THAT".
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Unwittingly I ruined the relationship. I didn't mean to, but you too were a different person. The more you drove me away, the closer I wanted to be. I was so scared of losing you... I kept pushing and pushing... I then lost my job, I turned to you for comfort, yet you gave me none. I stopped caring about myself, and put all my efforts into you. But still I was pushed away... so I stopped caring about everything.
I came back different.. I came back more independant... a bit more world wary.. not bad qualities.... no.. I came back and the fact that you had come to need me.. it made me different because I wanted.. not needed. The difference is there. You took it to an unhealthy obsessed place.
Comfort? you would slither up to me and hug me like some lost child.no.. hug is the wrong word.. you would cling to me like I was a lifeline or something. you are 23 for gods sake. and tell me Paul.. how was I supposed to support you? The amount of times I have drove to your house.. i would ring work and say i was sickso I could go over to you. You lost your job.. i saw that as a chance to break the cycle of you whinging and bitching about how much you hated it. You made no real effort to get a job.. or write a decent cover letter even. I wrote you a cover letter.. did you use it? I doubt it. I tried as hard as i could to comfort you and support you.. but terribly sorry.. I cant be someone's emotional crutch... I had enough worries of my own. Maybe my logic is totally different to yours (what am I saying? of course it is.. i dont send other peoples belongings interstate) but if I dont like something.. I do something to change it. I dont stare at a wall and just pine over what i want. You wanted comfort.. its not a one way street you know.. and you werent comforting me.. you were smothering me... and in the end I had to make a break for it.
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Then we broke up... I still didn't care. I couldn't care. I tried caring, it just wasn't in me.When I did start caring again, I sat in my room and cried for hours. I missed you so much, it wasn't fair. I wanted the pain to stop. The only way I could stop that pain was to not be me. Not be the girl person I had become, and not be the Paul you knew before. I became, cynical, smart mouthed, annoying, in your face, blue haired, Paul. A totally knew person.
You wouldnt know smart mouthed and in your face even if it bit your face off, Paul.You became irritating and just plain stupid. I mean we agreed to be friends.. and yet you said nothing about all this.. Im glad you managed to concentrate on your own pain... forget about what i was having to deal with.
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Mystical Hedgehog appeared on the ODWF, a young SEGA loving, trouble causing freak. OPne who said we should kill all Sony fanboys. it was stupid, it was dumb, it was different.
So you are justifying acting like a retard?[quote[
I realised one night, that I didn't like this new me... he wasn't me. I calmed down, I got my job back, I calmed down.[/quote] Oh well good to know this finally.. it might have actually made a difference. My question is.. what happens when you lose your job again? Is Lyndal going to have fun times ahead like myself?
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I am happy with the person I now am, I want to thank you General Cyberfunk for making me a braver, more outgoing person. You showed me a side of me I had never seen before. I can not thank you enough.
Seriously, if you had said this to my face.. I think I would have knocked your f*cking block off. For now I think I will just say your vomitous offerings of gratitude are wasted on me. Oh and Grey I would like to thank you for giving me 3months+ of emotional baggage that I dont want. You have assimilated me into your personality.and with your rebound relationship.. I hope you enjoy using your transferred feelings. i have a part of you with me.. and I dont want it because its the memory of who you were and I cant bear it because that person is no longer around.
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DJ Fusion
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posted 27-04-2001 07:05 PM
 *Grabs another handful of popcorn...*
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Candy Arse
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posted 27-04-2001 07:07 PM
Holy crap. The General just did his best impression of the Human Torch!
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Sony Executive
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posted 27-04-2001 07:08 PM
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I am happy with the person I now am, I want to thank you General Cyberfunk for making me a braver, more outgoing person. You showed me a side of me I had never seen before. I can not thank you enough.
LOL! Sounds like something from a little boy who's just been rescued by a super hero. Oh dear.
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onlinerat
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posted 27-04-2001 07:25 PM
Wow..
[This message has been edited by onlinerat (edited 27-04-2001).]
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Trintius
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posted 27-04-2001 07:42 PM
Ah...im amazed that Grey and GCF seemingly have no hesitation in airing their private news on a public forum. Interesting to say the least but wouldn't both of you rather do it over e-mail or something?
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mech
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posted 27-04-2001 07:43 PM
Personally I'm amazed you'd steal $100 and tell everyone on the forum.
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Trintius
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posted 27-04-2001 07:52 PM
So am I, and im fuckin pissed at myself for even thinking about sharing a personal experience with a bunch of PC righteous zealots. However I deleted the topic for a reason and it has nothing to do with this so just drop it.
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mech
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posted 27-04-2001 08:06 PM
Bwhahaha 
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Pikachu
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posted 27-04-2001 08:13 PM
I take it no, then.
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Vision
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posted 27-04-2001 08:13 PM
Trin if I ever found your wallet I'd carry it around with me and give your details to the cops every time I got pulled over or fined for public drinking.
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Trintius
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posted 27-04-2001 08:33 PM
Yea you do that, however since you have no idea who I am im sure your politically correct nature would kick in you'd return it.And for the record if I found another wallet with a similar amount I would return it. I have been reimbursed for my own so im satisfied.
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Vision
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posted 27-04-2001 09:26 PM
Wanker.Scott ******* from ******, Sydney Suck that. Go easy Vision. You made your point.
[This message has been edited by DJ Fusion (edited 28-04-2001).]
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mech
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posted 27-04-2001 09:33 PM
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And for the record if I found another wallet with a similar amount I would return it. I have been reimbursed for my own so im satisfied.
That's weak as piss mate, weak as piss.
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Sony Executive
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posted 27-04-2001 09:36 PM
So's your ****ing immature brothers approach to a forum.
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unfnknblvbl
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posted 27-04-2001 09:37 PM
Hey DJ! Spin that wheel!
No, hang on... I mean, you mind sharing that popcorn?Two fights in the one thread! This is good stuff!  ~unfnknblvbl ------------------
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you...
It doesn't matter
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Sony Executive
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posted 27-04-2001 09:37 PM
That makes no sense.Carry on. This was too my post BTW. [This message has been edited by Sony Executive (edited 27-04-2001).]
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shadow!
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posted 27-04-2001 09:52 PM
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Originally posted by Candy Arse:
Holy crap. The General just did his best impression of the Human Torch!
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Vision
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posted 27-04-2001 09:56 PM
SE you're one to talk about being immature. Once you grow up a bit mate I'll take you seriously. I don't think you quite catch my true intent with the messages I write.For a bit of added humour, here's this gem from Scott. Sending Mankind to the Moon was the greatest acheivment and adventure in the entire histroy of Mankind, not only do I want to see Mankind to return to the Moon (Establish Colonies) but to to send successful Manned missions to Mars, Soon Space Exploration will be absolutly vital, the Earth's Population is currently 6 Billion which is more than the Planet can sustain, in 50 years it may be 12 Billion or more so exploring other planets in search for renewable resources to support a colonies is vital, Mars is just the first vital stepping stone.
Scott Donagher <trintius@hotmail.com>
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mech
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posted 27-04-2001 09:56 PM
Sony: I'm not his keeper am I? Hell I don't even live in the same city as him... and Trin's provoking him. It's pretty funny to watch, you have to admit SE...
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Sony Executive
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posted 27-04-2001 09:58 PM
I'm too ****ing happy to care.1979...
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Vision
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posted 27-04-2001 10:01 PM
A very good Smashing Pumpkins song but not your DOB.
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Sony Executive
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posted 27-04-2001 10:03 PM
Harsh!I might go get stuck into the Malibu and post a topic about my pathetic existence. Sounds good eh!?
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shadow!
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posted 27-04-2001 10:04 PM
What's going on? 
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