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Originally posted by UrinalCake:
Shit, and I thought the bits I knew about were interesting! So all this dirty laundry was aired in a thread here was it, how the fu*k did some of us miss all that!?!

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I meant that grey's idea of love must be very weak if he can just snap out of it and transfer it to another person.. I wonder when he will say that he loves his g/f?
from the sounds of it.. he is already there.

I feel your pain, General... I know I'm often on the sharp end of the stick* when it comes to love.

According to ign.com, men respond well to videogames as a pain-relief method... so go play!

~unfnknblvbl

*That's not going to sound very good at all no matter how I put it..

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Originally posted by GeneraL CyberFunK!:
Going down... was good too

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You need to be on atthe right time.. Big Brother time I imagine..
You'd be surprised what happens at night.

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GCF, when you were leaving me, and going to Sydney... I saw you differently. Feelings were starting to build in me. I didn't want you to go. I just wanted you to stay with me for ever. I hurt so much, I felt like part of me had been torn away.

We phones each other and sms'd each other every single day. The more I missed you, the stronger my feeling for you became. Maybe it was love maybe it wasn't. It felt like it at the time... I said the words. You said them back. I asked you if you loved me, you said you weren't sure. I said for you to not say them if you didn't mean it. But to say them when you felt you were ready.

Yes, I became all girly and mushy. I admit that. I raised you to higher levels, I worshipped the ground you walked on. I never wanted you to leave me again.

Unwittingly I ruined the relationship. I didn't mean to, but you too were a different person. The more you drove me away, the closer I wanted to be. I was so scared of losing you... I kept pushing and pushing... I then lost my job, I turned to you for comfort, yet you gave me none. I stopped caring about myself, and put all my efforts into you. But still I was pushed away... so I stopped caring about everything.

Then we broke up... I still didn't care. I couldn't care. I tried caring, it just wasn't in me.

When I did start caring again, I sat in my room and cried for hours. I missed you so much, it wasn't fair. I wanted the pain to stop. The only way I could stop that pain was to not be me. Not be the girl person I had become, and not be the Paul you knew before. I became, cynical, smart mouthed, annoying, in your face, blue haired, Paul. A totally knew person.

Mystical Hedgehog appeared on the ODWF, a young SEGA loving, trouble causing freak. OPne who said we should kill all Sony fanboys. it was stupid, it was dumb, it was different.

I realised one night, that I didn't like this new me... he wasn't me. I calmed down, I got my job back, I calmed down.

I am happy with the person I now am, I want to thank you General Cyberfunk for making me a braver, more outgoing person. You showed me a side of me I had never seen before. I can not thank you enough.

Also, while you were down in Sydney, i would like to thank Seraph, who sat up till 4am nearly every morning with me. telling me to go to bed and get some sleep. Also, thank you Seraph, for looking after me, when GCF and I broke up. You are a great friend. Always there when I needed someone. Thank you for letting me fall asleep on your living room floor

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Originally posted by GreyWizzard:
You all want stuff... then fine.

GCF, when you were leaving me, and going to Sydney... I saw you... starting to build in me... I hurt so much, I felt like part of me had been torn...

Then we broke up... it just wasn't in me.

Also, while you were down... nearly every morning with me... when I needed some... on your living room floor

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...trouble is, I think I've seen this sequence before. You see, I remember seeing it used as a ClassID whilst snooping around in a work colleague's registry. It was about a month ago. I was attracted to this girl in the accounts area and thought that if I could show an interest in some of the components she had registered on her system, then she might like me. Whilst browsing both this and her IE cache directory, I remember commenting out loud that the sequence was strange because I would expect a 6 after the third A, but on this occasion there was a 7. It's a good thing that nobody was around, because this would surely have attracted attention to the fact that I was in the process of masturbating. This bothered me for some time before I realised my error, which was just after the point of ejaculation - I had read the first zero as a letter O, which is rather silly really because the letter O is not a part of the hexadecimal set anyway. Furthermore, I realised that I had absolutely no idea what I was doing or what those numbers meant. By the time I'd finished wiping up, I'd forgotten all about it...until now.